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Edward Nicolas Cruz
Artist | Student | Film & Animation
United States
Eddie | 17 | FTM | United States | ♏
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My name is Eddie, at least my preferred name. I'm still transitioning at the moment but I'm doing my best to have myself be identified as a male I should be. I'm a cartoonist that plans to create comics based off my original characters I draw. I don't post very often, but I do have a busy life. You can probably find me reading on sociology books or even playing my 3DS.
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Skype: Esignstudios (Please let me know who you are before sending request)


Commissions - Open by SweetDuke Trades - Ask Me by SweetDuke Requests - Friends Only by SweetDuke

Here's a playlist of songs for an idea of how I get inspiration:

+ U Ba Khin - STRFKR
+ Paranoid Android - Radiohead
+ Hello - OMFG
+ Pastel - Feint
+ Black Sheep - Metric
+ Team - Lorde
+ Breathing Underwater - Metric
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  • Mood: Shame
That last journal I published had more of a mini rant that what was really happening. Looking at it a day later I feel like an idiot for writing that journal when I was just full of anger. I didn't want to go into detail in my life cause there have be events and conflicted emotions that I've been trying to solve out. I'm a teenager, what do people expect? This probably sounds like a rant journal again but I need to explain myself. 

I felt a lot of guilt for closing WHJ and I wrote the journal pointing that it was my fault. I know it wasn't. It was a mixture of this and other events that made me write out a page long rant and it probably doesn't really matter now that I think about it. The closest amount of viewers collected was 15 the last time I ever looked at the count. It was pathetic. I felt ashamed that I gave up because of how much I lacked into managing a series. I wanted to keep it alive for so long but I think it just made things worse. I stopped talking to people who I miss so much because of the series. Worse came with resolving things from peers who I avoided for so long. I'm terrible with communication with it comes to me thinking things will resolve itself and I end up bottling it up. I think it broke when I wrote that journal

There's other things I would mention but I rather not. I'm going to figure out things and find someone to talk to. And the problem with that is that I don't trust anyone. It's going to be tough but I'm not going to make efforts into my art until I resolve all of the issues. It's not me giving up. I've been holding a lot of things back for so long and I need to reconnect myself with people. Or at least make an attempt. 

I'm sorry for a long read and if you didn't read the last journal: I shut down WHJ. It's not happening. And I don't want anything to do with the series anymore.

This is Ed, and again I apologize for making two rants in a row.

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  • Mood: Shame
That last journal I published had more of a mini rant that what was really happening. Looking at it a day later I feel like an idiot for writing that journal when I was just full of anger. I didn't want to go into detail in my life cause there have be events and conflicted emotions that I've been trying to solve out. I'm a teenager, what do people expect? This probably sounds like a rant journal again but I need to explain myself. 

I felt a lot of guilt for closing WHJ and I wrote the journal pointing that it was my fault. I know it wasn't. It was a mixture of this and other events that made me write out a page long rant and it probably doesn't really matter now that I think about it. The closest amount of viewers collected was 15 the last time I ever looked at the count. It was pathetic. I felt ashamed that I gave up because of how much I lacked into managing a series. I wanted to keep it alive for so long but I think it just made things worse. I stopped talking to people who I miss so much because of the series. Worse came with resolving things from peers who I avoided for so long. I'm terrible with communication with it comes to me thinking things will resolve itself and I end up bottling it up. I think it broke when I wrote that journal

There's other things I would mention but I rather not. I'm going to figure out things and find someone to talk to. And the problem with that is that I don't trust anyone. It's going to be tough but I'm not going to make efforts into my art until I resolve all of the issues. It's not me giving up. I've been holding a lot of things back for so long and I need to reconnect myself with people. Or at least make an attempt. 

I'm sorry for a long read and if you didn't read the last journal: I shut down WHJ. It's not happening. And I don't want anything to do with the series anymore.

This is Ed, and again I apologize for making two rants in a row.
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Beck
  • Watching: Parks and Recreation
  • Playing: ACNL
My tablet pen broke in 6 weeks after I ordered the tablet.
I knew the price was fishy. They give you faulty pens.
F U C K.

Well, with that inconveniences, I can't make digital art or do any commissions. This is bad cause I have birthdays coming up and I wanted to draw them a gift but I guess I can't I am furious cause I knew it was coming but I didn't order a back up pen cause I thought I didn't need. I. Am. F U R I O U S.

I'll draw traditionally for now but I need to order a back up pen soon. 

But also, I'm really sorry to say this for the few fans who actually paid attention but I'm cancelling WHJ as a whole.

Why?
Few reasons.
1. The obvious: no tablet
2. I have no inspiration or motivation to launch it into a series I'll enjoy making. It began as a joke and it'll only be a joke. I make comics of my daily life in another blog which I'll link to later, but WHJ is just a joke that isn't funny anymore.
3. I can't do art and no one else will so might as well shut it down. I've been the one making all the comic and to be honest, it's become a chore. I listen to the jokes, outline the comic, and manage everything myself. It isn't fun as it thought it be. "Hey, you should make this into a comic." "Dude, make this into a panel it'll be funny." I get sick of it. I want to do what I want. And if I give the job to someone else it loses it's meaning. I'm the one who took it serious and burned myself out planning comics and never finishing them. It makes me depressed making this decision but I don't have a choice.
4. Personal things happen. I lose connections, I get stuck studying for exams since those are important, and overall I just moved on. My sense of humor has changed. WHJ started one year ago. I have changed since then. I started it when I wanted to see what everyone would look like as furries. I thought I needed practice. It was good for some time. My sense of comedy was better well and I had many ideas to bring up along with the crew. Then it began a requirement. I was running out of ideas so the crew gave me ideas. I used what they gave me (which to an extend I didn't find funny but I did it and make it funny myself).  It pleased a few people, so I keep doing it. Then I just stopped. 

If you were in the group management, I do apologize for dropping the series, I just want to move on. I still draw the characters as they are. But for now, Weenie Hut Juniors is Official Dead.

Also, this summer I'll be volunteering. By then I should get a pen to make digtial art. If you want to see my daily life comic blog----> Click here  I show the moments in my life and sometimes I'll do mini flashes if I feel like it. First comic is up and I'll get to the next one when I get my fucking pen back.

Review:
Tablet breaks
I mentally breakdown into closing WHJ.
New webseries about life

I ranted more than informed by it isn't exciting to announce a dead series since it was made by multiple people and I'm the one killing it. If I ever revive it, it'll be named something else. It's a maybe on that.

This is Ed and I hope you have a better day than what I've been through writing this.
Stars Inside by XEsignStudiosX
Stars Inside
She thinks she's mine
She must be out of her mind
I said "get back" but she wants more
And now her body's on the floor

I've got this thing in my heart
I have to hide
It's eating at me from the inside


The concept of Jenny is back on progress. Katherine and her sisters are kinda space stars, with powers that correspond with their birth star. While there is not a green star in existence, Katherine's power relates with illusion, and slight destruction with a slight bit of red can be seen if tempered to her peak point. Basically, Katherine is an mixture of two stars and people just see her green causes that how illusions work (unless one of the characters is colorblind in a certain way). (Dun-Dun-DUN).

That fact will be known early in the story but the real twist of it all will come eventually. But Katherine will only use her powers if there is human life endanger (basically if anyone tries to mess with Jenny). The other sisters have powers, such as healing from the blue star Hansika has within her or yellow from Alvina's power of defense and offense. Because the star sisters have a shorter lifespan, they will only last for about 25 years at tops. Maybe 30 if their lucky. A human/star hybrid would live in a world to survive with what the planet has, adapt to that planet, and die. I'll explain how they got their in the first place later.

Katherine doesn't want to be a hybrid though. She hates the fact that her life is short and that she can't outlive humans whom she adores so much. She wants to live as long as the human life span lasts and avoid using her powers as much as powers, since she knows using it too much will get her closer to being an star alien than a human. She only uses it for her own protection and the protection of human life, since she's learned how to love humans of all kinds. Jenny, of course, is interested in the idea that Katherine is a star, but she does fear the worst of what would happen if Katherine burns out.

But the bad thing about stars is that they end up becoming white dwarfs, and if you know what happens when a star becomes a white dwarf then you know shit will go down when the time comes.

I'm doing my best to do research on stars and stuff so I'll leave with that

-Ed

Song (c) Monster Inside - NateWantstoBattle 
Art/Character (c) Ed Nick Cruz
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  • Mood: Joy
  • Watching: Steven Universe
Now with a new tablet, I can bring better quality commissions. I still have them up so I can save up for conventions and cosplays. 



Here's what's available for me to draw. 

Self-Portrait Edward Nicolas Cruz by XEsignStudiosXYou Can Not Keep Me Trapped Here Anymore by XEsignStudiosXBubbleGum SugarRush by XEsignStudiosX

(Without the text) This Full Body with swirl background or a plain background $10. +$3 for an additional character.


I Hope Our Friendship Lasts by XEsignStudiosXAirbag Cover (Idea) by XEsignStudiosX


Semi-Body Picture (up to waist{farthest with be up to knees!!!}) with same feature of a special or plain background $8. +$2 for additional character.
Deer-sprite by XEsignStudiosX

A gif sprite of you're choice. $5.

(Yeah I copied and pasted the commissions from a previous journal but I wanted to showcase the commissions.)

If you can't afford any commissions at the moment, you can help by spreading the word about it. I really want to start making commissions.

Commissions are only available though Paypal at the moment so sorry for the inconvenience.

If you are interested note me and let me know what you want. I must have a reference in order to make your commission. 

Thank you.

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VanillaDewDrop Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ty for the faves and the watch!
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^.^ No problem!
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llavaridge Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the many favs
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No problem ^>^
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SatoshiTakeo Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for faving !
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Zeta-Neubourn Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014
Many a thanks for watching! I appreciate the support. :P
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DarkPrower Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i thought i was watching you omg
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XEsignStudiosX Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Student Filmographer
pppfff- thanks ;w; you didn't have too cause I rarely post here.
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DarkPrower Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
but ill  be notified when you DO post rite rite

y e s im excited
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DarkPrower Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
omg thanks for the points!
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