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Edward Nicolas Cruz
Artist | Student | Film & Animation
United States
Eddie | 17 | FTM | United States | ♏
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My name is Eddie, at least my preferred name. I'm still transitioning at the moment but I'm doing my best to have myself be identified as a male I should be. I'm a cartoonist that plans to create comics based off my original characters I draw. I don't post very often, but I do have a busy life. You can probably find me reading on sociology books or even playing my 3DS.
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Commissions - Open by SweetDuke Trades - Ask Me by SweetDuke Requests - Friends Only by SweetDuke

Here's a playlist of songs for an idea of how I get inspiration:

+ U Ba Khin - STRFKR
+ Paranoid Android - Radiohead
+ Hello - OMFG
+ Pastel - Feint
+ Black Sheep - Metric
+ Team - Lorde
+ Breathing Underwater - Metric
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  • Mood: Nervous
  • Reading: Homestuck
For those who haven't checked up, I got my replacement pen. And more problems occurred. The cord for the tablet, which is the only way to connect the tablet, is skrewing up on me. One end of it only connects in a certain way. It's really bothersome but it works for now. (Though I'm beginning to worry cause I'm not too sure if I can replace a Turcom cord and if I can't I'm skrewed if it stops working on my overall. I hate being broke.)

Also, I'm on my final week of school and I'm going to be a Senior when the fall semester begins. To be honest, I rather not be a senior. I have to fill out scholarships, applications, then I got to learn other adult stuff like driving and taxes. Not to mention that I will more than likely have to part with my friends as they move North while I'm stuck living at the same spot where I was born. It be nice to move out, if it wasn't for my constant fear of living on my own.

But yeah, with Senior year comes big changes. And also big projects....

Anyway, with hope and wishes that my tablet doesn't give out on me, I'll be posting stuff soon.

Yep.

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  • Mood: Nervous
  • Reading: Homestuck
For those who haven't checked up, I got my replacement pen. And more problems occurred. The cord for the tablet, which is the only way to connect the tablet, is skrewing up on me. One end of it only connects in a certain way. It's really bothersome but it works for now. (Though I'm beginning to worry cause I'm not too sure if I can replace a Turcom cord and if I can't I'm skrewed if it stops working on my overall. I hate being broke.)

Also, I'm on my final week of school and I'm going to be a Senior when the fall semester begins. To be honest, I rather not be a senior. I have to fill out scholarships, applications, then I got to learn other adult stuff like driving and taxes. Not to mention that I will more than likely have to part with my friends as they move North while I'm stuck living at the same spot where I was born. It be nice to move out, if it wasn't for my constant fear of living on my own.

But yeah, with Senior year comes big changes. And also big projects....

Anyway, with hope and wishes that my tablet doesn't give out on me, I'll be posting stuff soon.

Yep.
FLASH Summing Up My Emotions by XEsignStudiosX
FLASH Summing Up My Emotions
Ignore what was said in the preview image I just got my new tablet pen and I'm dealing with a bunch of stuff at the same time so I got emotions all over of course I ain't ready for spaghetti. I spelled it wrong also.

I'm back guys! Summer is almost upon me. I managed to set up my tablet with my new pen on my new laptop. Works like a charm! Got two more weeks to kill and all I need is to wrap up my Junior year. I'll still be busy with other stuff but I'll have time to post development on Jenny and flash animations more often. But things have been good. Went to prom, finished most of my resume work, somehow "tricked" my friend into ready homestuck which was never my intention. ANYWAY, I'll be sure to update often for the summer. It'll be my last as a minor.

With good greetings, Ed
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  • Mood: Relief
Before anything: No I haven't ordered my pen for my tablet. 

Most of my expenses are going towards prom, new clothing, and buying a uniform for the summer program I'll be in for a few weeks. It's gonna take a while for me to post digital art again. 

Also, I've been having a difficult experience with my new laptop. Yeah, cause my last one lived it's final moments and I got an ASUS as a gift from my brother. 
Only problem is that Windows has so many updates it leaves my laptop on standby for hours. THANKS MICROSOFT.
But since I can fix that, there shouldn't be a worry about that.

Eventually I'll have time to go back to the arts and do stuff again. For now my main concern is handling prom this Saturday.

But as for the summer:
First few weeks I'll be in a summer program. I'll be volunteering at a hospital for a total of 60 hours, which I need 200 of them in order to graudate in my senior year.
Around week 3 I also have to be taking care of my mother who will be having surgery. The car accident that happened around a year ago did affect my mom so all the costs are paid. All I have to worry about is making sure everything turns out alright. 
After volunteering I will go to San Antonio to visit family. However I convinced my mom to let me go to the San-Japan convention this year. I don't know if I'll cosplay or not, I want to enjoy myself and go to a big convention outside of where I live. 

That's about it for now.
  • Mood: Shame
That last journal I published had more of a mini rant that what was really happening. Looking at it a day later I feel like an idiot for writing that journal when I was just full of anger. I didn't want to go into detail in my life cause there have be events and conflicted emotions that I've been trying to solve out. I'm a teenager, what do people expect? This probably sounds like a rant journal again but I need to explain myself. 

I felt a lot of guilt for closing WHJ and I wrote the journal pointing that it was my fault. I know it wasn't. It was a mixture of this and other events that made me write out a page long rant and it probably doesn't really matter now that I think about it. The closest amount of viewers collected was 15 the last time I ever looked at the count. It was pathetic. I felt ashamed that I gave up because of how much I lacked into managing a series. I wanted to keep it alive for so long but I think it just made things worse. I stopped talking to people who I miss so much because of the series. Worse came with resolving things from peers who I avoided for so long. I'm terrible with communication with it comes to me thinking things will resolve itself and I end up bottling it up. I think it broke when I wrote that journal

There's other things I would mention but I rather not. I'm going to figure out things and find someone to talk to. And the problem with that is that I don't trust anyone. It's going to be tough but I'm not going to make efforts into my art until I resolve all of the issues. It's not me giving up. I've been holding a lot of things back for so long and I need to reconnect myself with people. Or at least make an attempt. 

I'm sorry for a long read and if you didn't read the last journal: I shut down WHJ. It's not happening. And I don't want anything to do with the series anymore.

This is Ed, and again I apologize for making two rants in a row.
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Beck
  • Watching: Parks and Recreation
  • Playing: ACNL
My tablet pen broke in 6 weeks after I ordered the tablet.
I knew the price was fishy. They give you faulty pens.
F U C K.

Well, with that inconveniences, I can't make digital art or do any commissions. This is bad cause I have birthdays coming up and I wanted to draw them a gift but I guess I can't I am furious cause I knew it was coming but I didn't order a back up pen cause I thought I didn't need. I. Am. F U R I O U S.

I'll draw traditionally for now but I need to order a back up pen soon. 

But also, I'm really sorry to say this for the few fans who actually paid attention but I'm cancelling WHJ as a whole.

Why?
Few reasons.
1. The obvious: no tablet
2. I have no inspiration or motivation to launch it into a series I'll enjoy making. It began as a joke and it'll only be a joke. I make comics of my daily life in another blog which I'll link to later, but WHJ is just a joke that isn't funny anymore.
3. I can't do art and no one else will so might as well shut it down. I've been the one making all the comic and to be honest, it's become a chore. I listen to the jokes, outline the comic, and manage everything myself. It isn't fun as it thought it be. "Hey, you should make this into a comic." "Dude, make this into a panel it'll be funny." I get sick of it. I want to do what I want. And if I give the job to someone else it loses it's meaning. I'm the one who took it serious and burned myself out planning comics and never finishing them. It makes me depressed making this decision but I don't have a choice.
4. Personal things happen. I lose connections, I get stuck studying for exams since those are important, and overall I just moved on. My sense of humor has changed. WHJ started one year ago. I have changed since then. I started it when I wanted to see what everyone would look like as furries. I thought I needed practice. It was good for some time. My sense of comedy was better well and I had many ideas to bring up along with the crew. Then it began a requirement. I was running out of ideas so the crew gave me ideas. I used what they gave me (which to an extend I didn't find funny but I did it and make it funny myself).  It pleased a few people, so I keep doing it. Then I just stopped. 

If you were in the group management, I do apologize for dropping the series, I just want to move on. I still draw the characters as they are. But for now, Weenie Hut Juniors is Official Dead.

Also, this summer I'll be volunteering. By then I should get a pen to make digtial art. If you want to see my daily life comic blog----> Click here  I show the moments in my life and sometimes I'll do mini flashes if I feel like it. First comic is up and I'll get to the next one when I get my fucking pen back.

Review:
Tablet breaks
I mentally breakdown into closing WHJ.
New webseries about life

I ranted more than informed by it isn't exciting to announce a dead series since it was made by multiple people and I'm the one killing it. If I ever revive it, it'll be named something else. It's a maybe on that.

This is Ed and I hope you have a better day than what I've been through writing this.

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VanillaDewDrop Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ty for the faves and the watch!
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XEsignStudiosX Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015  Student Filmographer
^.^ No problem!
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llavaridge Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the many favs
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No problem ^>^
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SatoshiTakeo Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for faving !
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Zeta-Neubourn Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014
Many a thanks for watching! I appreciate the support. :P
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DarkPrower Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i thought i was watching you omg
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XEsignStudiosX Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Student Filmographer
pppfff- thanks ;w; you didn't have too cause I rarely post here.
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DarkPrower Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
but ill  be notified when you DO post rite rite

y e s im excited
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DarkPrower Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
omg thanks for the points!
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